His/My/Our first time

There are always first time in life, but today's the first time we're doing these.
And i'm totally hurt & my heart's bleeding.

Our first time of three hours didn't text and call each other.
Our first time angry with each other.
Our first time after quarreling didn't text/call each other much.
My first time trying not to bother him in the three hours,
Even though it's really hurts inside my heart not bother him.
His first time giving in to me despite me blaming him starting all these.
He's the first boyfriend that will say sorry to me when quarreling.
His first time saying sorry to me when we're quarreling.
My first time missing him like hell , but didn't tell him .

Baobei, i just want you to know that you're important in my life.
I don't wish to lose you now, i bet you know how much important you're to me.
I miss you & i love you baobei.
My 24th love.