It's gone ):

Everything gone, it's ruined by me ):

It happened just because of my sillyness & stubbornness.
Nothing can really turn us back to the past anymore, he's no longer mine ,
but most prolly he will be others' girls boyfriend.
No one would understand how much i suffer by drinking, smoking, crying & etc these few days.
Though i know i am the one who did wrong, but i was the one who cry the most.
I was shocked that he cried because of me , I'm really sorry that i disappointed you.
I know there's nothing i can do in order to make you mine or make you happy already .
All the best to you and no matter what , those memories will be kept inside my heart , my love 24th ):