I'm back from blogging again (:

I was being hurt again by him, I'm scared that things repeat its history. What he told me yesterday seriously makes me want to cry. I know why he will like that say, but somehow it's hurts me alot, don't he knows that?
He doesn't know anything at all, all he asked me is : are you tired? want go sleep uh? He won't know how hurt i am when he told me that sentence. After a wonderful day with him, afterall he told me all those hurting words. I wanted to told him i'm hurt, but i guess that's no point.

We went out together, went west coast to do his handphone, went to eat & play pool together, we've so much fun , but in the end of the day what he told me spoil my mood. Maybe i should be understanding, change my 大小姐 attitude, and change for the better. He won't know how much i change for him already, hais ):

Baobei, i want you to be future-husband-to-be.

3 more days to our 2nd month anni, am i excited?